MONDAY

VERSE 1
Now I'm sittin' here, thinking 'bout all the time that's passed,
Thinking 'bout all the moments we had...

Like it was yesterday...

Yo this wound still deep
Like that cut came yesterday

I hold grudges
And yes I hold pain

Heavy on my heart
Like these gold chains

The love is strong
So the pain is strong
Man these days is long

I'm in a daze
Day after day
They say it's a phase
That can't be the case
Can't shake it away
Or fake it away
How you doing?
I'm lying, saying ok
But I don't wanna move on
Ok with staying this way

Hmm
How can I smile?
When you not around
My mornings aint good
Cuz you not around
A, you my motivation
Wanted you to be proud
Wanted to hear it
But it's stored in my memory now

You will never fade in my heart so this pain will never ease up
I'll never let go of that bond that's between us
I needed one more conversation between us
Now I'm cursing and crying, questioning Jesus

CHORUS (2X)
Man I ain't never felt no pain like this before
Man I ain't never felt no pain like this before
Everyday feels like a Monday, even Sunday
Never thought today be some day or even one day
(Man I ain't never felt no pain like this before)
Man I ain't never felt no pain like this before

VERSE 2
Treatments, deferments
Recycle that process
With weekly Discernment
Week after week
Til you're weak from the journey
I would never see you on E
You would be so determined

Damn,
And I would be so discouraged
Even seeing your strength
I admit I was nervous
Doctors said
They could see its returning
You would just speak on the word
That they preach in them sermons

And then I went from low faith to no faith
Watching her go from ok to no weight
Ma you can't go
No wait, no way
Man this world can be a cold place
(Cold place, cold place)

CHORUS (2X)